i would first like to thank (god, allah, jehovah). i’m not sure of your name or gender (male, female or simple energy), i am sure of your existence.

i’m 20 years old, from auckland new zealand. i live alone. i have the greatest friends in the world. i’m bisexual. i love watching movies and listening to music. everything else is history.

trust; for some reason i have none in others, yet i expect it in return.

i’m open to the world, yet i’m still completely closed off.

everything that happens to us are the pieces in our jigsaw of life.

i’m afraid of what might be around the corner for me, yet i’m still afraid of what’s behind me.

know me before you judge me.. and before you add me on facebook

trying to do the right thing can always bite you back.

think what you want, but you still can’t change what i think.

i don’t like people treating me like crap, even if it is only me that thinks it. 

i’m a part time thinker, and a full time dreamer.

when you tell someone to not get involved, they will anyway.

there are some things that a band aid can’t fix.

you will, no matter what, experience love, loss & fear. it is just how you use these experiences that will define who you become.

people are surprised when they find out i like things that they would not expect me to.

i’m often friends with the person everyone else considers to be the enemy. 

if you’re not sweating, you’re doing it wrong; shake it like you hate it.

you don’t know anything until you have to reassemble yourself.
even worse; your heart.

if there is one thing guy ritchie can teach us, it’s that ‘beauty is a cruel mistress’.

i often ‘suffer in silence’; even if that means walking to the hospital.

some people don’t understand the difference between right & wrong.. or left & right.

my all time favourite songs are ‘the little things give you away’ by linkin park, ‘you got the love’ by florence + the machine, ‘intro’ by the xx & ‘bring me to life’ by evanescence.

in situations like “they said that…..”, i question who ‘they’ is.

growing up is harder than it appears.

i would rather stay at home alone than be surrounded by idiots.

the novelty of parties wore off very fast.

i still don’t understand why 13 year olds need to slut themselves up as much as they do.

always cherish your friends who become your family.

remember that you are loved, and you always will be. there will always be that one person who will never give up on you.

if you need anyone to talk to, talk to your pillow; they’re good listeners and tissues.

i despise ‘materialistic’ lyrics. songs are supposed to express emotion and creativity; not what was on the radio, tv, riding in the car bla bla bla. 

i speak the language of dance; and i know you want me to teach it to you.

if you fall over, it’s ok. look around. you might find money or drugs or a new friend for life down there.

i don’t think you should waste your time on jealousy; he only has green eyes - nothing that amazing.

i think people should always dance; even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.

i can rap quite a few jay z songs (: empire state of mind & 99 problems just to name a few.

the real troubles in your life are the things that have never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle tuesday.

spill your drink. it’s ok! it’s also ok to spill other people’s drinks. a wet dancefloor increases dancing options and helps you pretend that you are in a jay z video.

i sometimes question how well i know myself.

you may think you know me. but you have no idea.

i’m who i need to be.

one small inch represents your freedom. never let anyone take that away from you.

i know i’m not perfect; but who is these days?

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i’ve always lived like this keeping a comfortable distance,
& up until now i had sworn to myself that I’m content with loneliness.

half of the time we’re gone but we don’t know where.

life is what happens to you while you’re busy making other plans.

remember all the sadness and frustration; and let it go.

when i find myself in times of trouble, mother mary comes to me. speaking words of wisdom; let it be.

you may say i’m a dreamer, but i’m not the only one.

when life leaves us blind; love keeps us kind.

i wanna hold you high and steal your pain.

when you cried i’d wipe away all of your tears; when you screamed i’d fight away all of your fears.

living is easy with eyes closed.

they will see us waving from such great heights, ‘come down now’ they’ll say; but everything looks perfect from far away, ‘come down now’ but we’ll stay..

wings wouldn’t help you, wings wouldn’t help you; down, down fills the ground, gravity’s proud.

now and then it feels like life is just too much; but you’ve got the love i need to see me through.

wake me up inside, wake me up inside; call my name and save me from the dark.

i know what it takes to move on; i know what it takes to lie. all i want to do is trade this life for something new; holding on to what i haven’t got.

all i want, is to be home.

just some picture perfect day to last a whole lifetime,
and it never ends cos’ all we have to do is hit rewind,
so lets just stay in the moment, smoke some weed, drink some wine,
reminisce talk some shit forever young is in your mind,
leave a mark that can’t erase neither space nor time,
so when the director yells cut,
i’ll be fine, i’m forever young..

and we’ll sway in the moon the way we did when we were younger
we told everybody; all you need is now 
stay with the music let it play a little longer
you don’t need anybody; all you need is now

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you taught us to jump in puddles. ♥ 
it’s been three years now, but it still all feels just like yesterday..